What I have and what I hope to have aren't perfectly aligned yet, but I think if I keep proceeding on the current course, I'll get what I want. Here's what I have: a number of sexy men who are kind, respectful, who like to play with me. There are even a few who are seriously kinky. I can have a date just about any time I choose to. This is a good place to be!! What I'm missing is having a primary love- someone with whom I share a deeper connection through mundane life experiences as well as erotic.
I certainly don't expect anyone I meet to be auditioning for that role, and I'm perfectly happy to make friends with or without benefits. I know that where there is a connection rooted in mutual interest, both parties will organically make time for the other and that primary love I crave might develop.
This is what I am supposed to be doing- spending time with people who matter.
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